It has been a while since I posted anything, and something nags at the back of my head that I should not say that it was because I had so much stuff-read emotional baggage-to deal with. Its not reason enough though, nothing is reason enough because commitments are made to be kept and all that jazz, blah blah blah.
Though most times these days it feels wrong to admit that you do get sad, for no particular reason some times, I have to say that sweet sorrow is a part of me that I do not want to let go and yes, I can't. Its the way I get on most days so I have had to accept that though I may say I am happier than I have ever been(since I was a kid really) in my life, I do get that shadow creeping over me and am tired of apologizing for it.I do not fight it any more or blame myself for it. I just let it be and accept it is a part of being human, really human.
Many people find The National a somewhat depressing band, but they actually make me smile:
I've been sad lately, so I definitely relate to this. Just didn't know you were going through the same. We should probably have a sit down soon and catch up and ease up a little bit.
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